cepatlah bulan 12

they say absence makes heart grows fonder.i say that too.

i spent my 1 month winter break in Australia, unlike last year. i've been touring brisbane, Gold Coast, Newcastle and Sydney with my bestie.it was sort of our first vacation together, auww it sounds kinda wrong.haha.she's a girl ya! of course we were having real fun but unfortunately i felt homesick. watching a girl sat on her mother's lap reminded me of my mum.then i would tell my bestie ' i miss my mum:(' she replied: stop it waheeda or else i would feel homesick too. so we turned to become each other's mum.lol. especially on the nagging part:p thanks to our cool mums for trusting us on tis one! her trust that i treasure the most. i'm grateful for that :). my mum is always letting me and my sis going on our own way. most of my major decisions made on my own. she is always there, hold my back. mak mak:) and now the 'Thank you Allah' by Maher Zain is on track, makes me teary.haha.but i'll be okay cos she'll be here in December. it's just 5 more months..o yeah!

comeback.

Ama Zilna

Approaching God with our hearts
No fear nor grief for whom He guides
His rope is strong and will never waver
His provision is there for all who are in need

In every place, at every time
Above you is The Glorious Caretaking Lord
In every place, at every time
You have a Lord who loves you and will never forget you

Do we know our Lord?
Do we see our Lord's blessings?
Do we know our Lord?
Do we thank Him... or have we forgotten..
that His servants... we are
[ www.thenasheedlyrics.com ]

In His Dominion we exist for as long as He wills
And we call upon His bounty through prayer
And seek His favors through hope
For He is our refuge when difficulty strengthens its hold

In every place, at every time
Above you is a Gloriouscare Taking Lord
In every place, at every time
You have a Lord who loves and will never forget you

Do we know our Lord? Do we see our Lord's blessings?
Do we know our Lord? Do we thank Him... or have we forgotten..
that His servants... we are

My heart is Allah's, My soul is Allah's
My wealth is Allah's

p/s: sometimes i just way too much for not remembering that we have Him.

anonymous please

i'm not sure how u define stalker.....

there's a change in tis year's system; we able to sign up our own tute class. to my surprise, the list of people who have signed up is visible to other students. it means that you can enroll in any class, in your own preferences. i decided to sign up in the 2nd class.i have free time during the slot, that's the rule of thumb. simple. it turned out that my so called 'crush' happens to be in the same class.FYI, he's a caucasian and obviously he doesn't even know me. i notice him from the last year's class. 2 classes to be exact. and thanx to the tutor, i manage to know his name (with annoying giggles). but for the time being, he is not the distraction of tute class. again thanx to the tutor 4 being such a great tutor. and at least i have learnt how to put aside your feeling or whatsoever and focuses on professionalism,cheh. i made it sound serious crush or something.btw, it's nothing after all. it's just a girl's thing.heh.

p/s: wednesday is my lucky day.nah.everyday is lucky day:)

be yourself la

being grown- up is not that difficult. not that easy too.

i just started my 3rd uni year tis week. this 1st week been pretty hectic as lots of house keeping stuffs need to be done.hehe. and i would say early of uni term is costly.need to spend on books, upgrading phone etc. there's a need to monitor the spending more regularly! despite that, all went great for the 1st week,alhamdulillah. to be honest, the academic stuffs do make me worry.luckily the lecturers and tutors are so dedicated n helpful too. i need to confess, i don't even know what's the purpose of my post.hope you find one, hopefully the useful one.back to the story, there are several things that fascinate me. we always heard how being positive can change someone's life for the better. i couldn't agree more. as i recalled, being in tute class is something that can depress me.no jokes. i ended up doing nothing, not even participating the tute.it hurts me as i disappointing myself no one else.and seriously i don't wanna be in that kinda situation again. the tute just commenced for tis sem n i pray that Allah gives me strength to trust my own self. i pray that He strengthen my faith. i got teary eyes now! how could i doubt myself when He always hear me.our path might be different, i just wanna wish the best for it. when you're feeling down, u gotta think that you are never alone. one more thing, stay positive in ridiculous situation is not a wrong act.

HADITH 1 (from Imam Nawawi's 40 Hadeeth)
It is narrated on the authority of Amirul Mu'minin, Abu Hafs 'Umar bin al-Khattab, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, say: "Actions are (judged) by motives (niyyah), so each man will have what he intended. Thus, he whose migration (hijrah) was to Allah and His Messenger, his migration is to Allah and His Messenger; but he whose migration was for some worldly thing he might gain, or for a wife he might marry, his migration is to that for which he migrated." [Al-Bukhari & Muslim]

well said :)

FYI, mata untuk melihat

i got an evil thinking of abandoning tis blog a little bit longer.haha.an evil laugh and wicked smile.

my nenek always said that us (her modern granddaughters.lazy supposedly.lol) can't beat her perfection in doing house chores. i must agree 110%. she doesn't care to spend hours in kitchen,just like me spending hours in front of laptop. i always believe that she is born to be a great housewife. ampu nenek kah? haha.no i'm not. but what happened today proves she's our legend.plus a lesson to be learnt. here how the story goes.

my aunt's family was visiting us today. my adik has always be the one who preparing the drinks etc for the guest.fine, she's good at it. the fact that the glasses are not matched to the jug pissed my grandma off. adding to her annoyance was serving the kuah kacang with big bold senduk instead of appropriate size of spoon.haha. i thought those were small problems,back of my head. but again it's actually how perfectly you're doing something. and yourself should know first if we're just giving a shot or we really doing things at our best.

p/s: even though she never say it literally, i know she hopes that i will be the best me in everything.that includes improvised cooking.haha.

currently listening to

tis is what i do when i don't know what to write about.

p/s: the lyric is simply awesome:)

i got the 4th n 6th in the list!