Sunday, March 7, 2010

anonymous please

i'm not sure how u define stalker.....

there's a change in tis year's system; we able to sign up our own tute class. to my surprise, the list of people who have signed up is visible to other students. it means that you can enroll in any class, in your own preferences. i decided to sign up in the 2nd class.i have free time during the slot, that's the rule of thumb. simple. it turned out that my so called 'crush' happens to be in the same class.FYI, he's a caucasian and obviously he doesn't even know me. i notice him from the last year's class. 2 classes to be exact. and thanx to the tutor, i manage to know his name (with annoying giggles). but for the time being, he is not the distraction of tute class. again thanx to the tutor 4 being such a great tutor. and at least i have learnt how to put aside your feeling or whatsoever and focuses on professionalism,cheh. i made it sound serious crush or something.btw, it's nothing after all. it's just a girl's thing.heh.

p/s: wednesday is my lucky day.nah.everyday is lucky day:)

Thursday, March 4, 2010

be yourself la

being grown- up is not that difficult. not that easy too.

i just started my 3rd uni year tis week. this 1st week been pretty hectic as lots of house keeping stuffs need to be done.hehe. and i would say early of uni term is costly.need to spend on books, upgrading phone etc. there's a need to monitor the spending more regularly! despite that, all went great for the 1st week,alhamdulillah. to be honest, the academic stuffs do make me worry.luckily the lecturers and tutors are so dedicated n helpful too. i need to confess, i don't even know what's the purpose of my post.hope you find one, hopefully the useful one.back to the story, there are several things that fascinate me. we always heard how being positive can change someone's life for the better. i couldn't agree more. as i recalled, being in tute class is something that can depress jokes. i ended up doing nothing, not even participating the hurts me as i disappointing myself no one else.and seriously i don't wanna be in that kinda situation again. the tute just commenced for tis sem n i pray that Allah gives me strength to trust my own self. i pray that He strengthen my faith. i got teary eyes now! how could i doubt myself when He always hear me.our path might be different, i just wanna wish the best for it. when you're feeling down, u gotta think that you are never alone. one more thing, stay positive in ridiculous situation is not a wrong act.

HADITH 1 (from Imam Nawawi's 40 Hadeeth)

It is narrated on the authority of Amirul Mu'minin, Abu Hafs 'Umar bin al-Khattab, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, say:

"Actions are (judged) by motives (niyyah), so each man will have what he intended. Thus, he whose migration (hijrah) was to Allah and His Messenger, his migration is to Allah and His Messenger; but he whose migration was for some worldly thing he might gain, or for a wife he might marry, his migration is to that for which he migrated."

[Al-Bukhari & Muslim]

well said :)