Tuesday, June 30, 2009


i get to know about eskimo joe while in my flight to tassie recently. their brand new album entitled InshaAllah. it's kinda cute. if it's Hijjaz or Raihan's album, it'll be expected.

In an interview with Australian radio station Triple J, lead singer Kav Temperley revealed that the album title is an Arabic word.

It basically translates to 'what will be will be' but the literal translation is 'God willing'. It's a really beautiful Arabic word and it basically means a resignation to fate, like you're kind of letting the chips lie where they will. The people in the Arabic world use it all the time, they use it for like, 'who knows?

p/s: will Eskimo Joe learn more about Arabic language?
we will see. InsyaAllah.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

itu kamu

i rarely writing personal stuffs in my blog. especially about people around me and my beloved ones.




Tuesday, June 23, 2009

till we meet again uni:p

after 4 days, i'm finally out from my apartment. Thanx to a friend for making the initiative to discuss pass year papers. i couldn't stop smiling on my way to uni. i couldn't stop gazing passer by. i couldn't stop humming melody. lagu gembira, lagu cinta. it's totally different feeling. cant even be compared to having nasi three times a day. incomparable to the feeling of relaxing at home.
yay..finally i made it. studying in the library during exam week. there were dedicated staffs and very few students. lots of computers were available. i'm imagining myself downloading videos, movies etc. that's what i did during last sem. so noneducational things to be done at library huh. we're having quite serious discussion for like 2+ hours before decided to have our lunch.

me: where are we going to have lunch? ( buat2 tanya)

her: seriously up to you.

me: urmmmmm...es teller nak? the environment is conducive for revising.

her: nodding in agree/ or sign of being forced?

then, we chose notes to be revised while having our lunch.

her: notes about amino acid. there are 20 amino acids to be memorized. grin.

me: yup. notes about glycolysis too.

the food was good. but we're not tempted to just leave the notes aside.

her: tell me about lysine?

me: bla bla...serine?

her: bla..bla..

we're heading back approximately 3 pm. i'm gonna miss tis.rare moment when discussing educational stuffs. rather than complaining on weight. whining about piled up assignment. or criticizing people/ judging others.rather than purchase idle talk.

p/s: uni waits for me. i'll be back for sem 4.insyaAllah. how time flies. plus as 21 years old student 2. how flattering is that:p

Saturday, June 20, 2009


all the best for your exam kakak. i'll be praying for your H1 :)

my heart skips a beat. adrenaline rushing through my body. this might be mis typo. it should be hopefully u'll not getting H1. Wait. it's H1 la. the grade. sort of scoring A for your subject.i want.i want. mum's prayer is a magical. the 8th of wonders.

p/s: prefer for swine flu.instead of H1N1. it maybe can confuse the lecturers too.the one in microbiology department particularly.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

make sure u do your laundry before going to Tassie

kata ibu dengar sahaja

dan sebenarnya

He loves you.

U might be kidding me.is it a prank? Come on Ashton. Come Out. i've been punked.whateva.

He truly loves you.

Tell me why.

Here's the proof. read it. u will know.u will understand.


When those come to thee who believe in Our signs, Say: "Peace be on you: Your Lord hath inscribed for Himself (the rule of) mercy: verily, if any of you did evil in ignorance, and thereafter repented, and amend (his conduct), lo! He is Oft- forgiving, Most Merciful.

Why did i not even realize bout tis. bout His love?

He's always there. always there. we will not discover anything if we're not looking for it. or thinking bout it. we will not knowing if we're not remembering something.

Seperti udara yang ku hela
Kau selalu ada.

i can't tell you enough how He loves us. open up your mind and see clearly. open up your heart then u can feel.to Him is our hope. our prayer. our desire.

i led astray. i forgetting Him. i ignore Him.

On the authority of Anas (may Allah be pleased with him), who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah (PBUH) say: Allah the Almighty said:

O son of Adam, so long as you call upon Me and ask of Me, I shall forgive you for what you have done, and I shall not mind. O son of Adam, were your sins to reach the clouds of the sky and were you then to ask forgiveness of Me, I would forgive you. O son of Adam, were you to come to Me with sins nearly as great as the earth and were you then to face Me, ascribing no partner to Me, I would bring you forgiveness nearly as great at it.

Dear Allah. Forgive me for every sins i've committed. Dear Allah, makes me the one that always loves You no matter what happens.Dear Allah, makes me the one that who will You guide. Dear Allah, makes me the one who always be by Your side.

Monday, June 15, 2009

hip hip hooray

kalau anda gembira
tepuk tangan
kalau ada gembira
beginilah caranya
kalau anda gembira tepuk tangan.

reminiscing old memory. menyanyi di dalam bulatan. scream the lungs out.make sure it's a big circle.the more the merrier.haha.how's time flies. you don't have necessarily 2 do that.it's not the only way to express happiness.there are a lot of expressions. would you rather look cute? cool? annoying? here's the suggestions:

- static.be static. as if nothing happens.even you just score goal or something.just be maintained and be in control.

- bright up the day.make others curve their smile. make others be happy to be around us.

- shedding tears. do you notice that sometimes tears fall easily when we're so happy in getting something.

- praising Him.Alhamdulillah. our Creator.cos the happiness is beyond description. beyond universe. how one miss call or one sms can make you leap ecstatically.

la tahzan. do not be sad.jangan bersedih.
be content of what you have now. cos we're never know if we still have them around.tidak akan tenang hati kecuali dengan mengingati Allah.

Friday, June 12, 2009


Berkecamuk Hati
Hatinya sendiri
Di luarnya tenang
Tapi Tuhan saja tahu

p/s: 3 more to go. sabar sabar.there will be an ending.will be.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

old skool

kunci ajaib

21 years- 6 years = 15 years as student
ikhlaskan kami ya Rabb:)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

ada apa dengan exam

microb paper is hard. seriously killer paper. or i do not have sufficient revision? or i do not really grip the concepts presented in lecture? what will be my score?


And He provides for him from (sources) he never could imagine. And if any one puts his trust in Allah, sufficient is ((Allah)) for him. For Allah will surely accomplish his purpose: verily, for all things has Allah appointed a due proportion. (At-Thalaq: 3)

i shouldn't think that way. i shouldn't. I should put whole faith in Him. I should trust Him more than anything. the unconditional faith and trust. the same faith when i knew that i'll be safe from drowning.The same faith when i knew i should go for Intec rather than Curtin Uni in Kuching. the same faith when i knew ending a relationship is a start of something. forgive me for that doubt.i shouldn't doubt bout You. i do not deserved to.

so i keep my fingers crossed for microb paper.lembutkan hati examiner. let them enjoying my paper like enjoying Shakespere's masterpiece (masih adakah peminat sastera? of course la ade.heh) .

p/s: usaha dan tawakal is like toothbrush and toothpaste. u need both to brush your teeth.the missing of one causes imperfection.

Monday, June 8, 2009


me and hujan:

1. it has been 'hujan' since few days ago. which is rare occurrence actually.

2. love the feeling when it is hujan. but strokes of lightning killing the imagination. yup imaginasi romantik. thanx 2 Yusuf Haslam's films.haha.

3. new discovered favorite band: Hujan. yippie.
Bapanya mahukannya jadi seorang askar
Bukan cita-citanya
Bukan impiannya
*so cool. maybe u can replace cikgu, polis, perdana menteri etc. whatever wannabe occupations insisted by your parents.

4. lastly, hujan itu rahmat:)
recite the dua whenever the rain falling down. insyaAllah termakbul. hujan itu bukan sekadar hujan. hujan itu extraordinary.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

penjara pudu

i haven't see the outside world since 4 days ago
poor me. i only see cars passed by main road through my window.
i only see joggers through my window.argggh..i wish i can jog like them too (i bet :p)
seperti di Penjara Pudu.
so i've decided.
Port Melbourne here i come

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Hold me tight
Cos i'm not sure if i can find You tomorrow

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Dr House

Dr House: how can i help you?

Meredith grey: i caught with fever dr. i have runny nose.i'm coughing and sneezing too. plus muscle pain. ( meredith has been rehearsed these symptoms with medical students. to avoid humiliation).

Dr House: where are you from?

Meredith Grey: Malaysia (butterfly effect in her stomach)

Dr House: which part?

Meredith Grey: Negeri Sembilan.

Dr house: ???. let me check the map 1st.

Meredith Grey: what? not even on the map. sigh. it's somewhere here.between Kl and Johore.

Dr House: oic. ok then. u've been infected by upper respiratory virus.

Meredith Grey: it's not swine flu right?curiosity reflected.

Dr House: nope. flu and cold are different. flu is much more severe.

Meredith Grey: alhamdulillah.
in a way going to clinic makes a wonderful day for Meredith. it's not just about being sick. but quite a lot of things that she learned:

.cold is not flu. cold caused by viral infection.
. don't have to be nervous when seeing dr. they're just people. with dr title.that's it. dr can be funny. they aint serious all the time. they are not frowning 24 hours. then there will be no mcdreamy :p

tomok.bukan momok.

here's a phenomenal talent that impress us. susan boyle. i did cry when watching her debut performance in Britain Got Talent. cried over how the skeptical can be swept away only by her beautiful voice. touched by her honesty in being herself. she's been in spotlight.however she's end up in 1st runner up. quite unexpected. currently, she's being admitted into the clinic/hospital. another shock. she's been described as mentally exhausted. maybe due to the intense competition.or high expectation. or unplanned media attention. they all my assumptions. pity her. being on top sometimes pull you down. drastically. our position is sufficient for us. that's why i never won any singing contest in primary school i guess. the judges deliberately choose others cos they know i cant stand the popularity.haha. God knows best after all.


Fighting is prescribed for you, and ye dislike it. But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth, and ye know not. ( Al Baqarah: 216)

p/s: in searching 4 that confidence. how am i so confident to sing in front of public when my voice blared like old speaker? haha. nope. i'm not planning to be next Tomok whatsoever.