Tuesday, December 15, 2009

it's your 1st Birhday, Darl.

i'm not gonna write you a love song cause you asked for it
cause you need one, you see.



it has been like almost 1 year i've been blogging.frankly speaking, it all started with the blog reading. i enjoy reading others' thoughts and reflection. for me, it is the reflection of wisdom.and to be honest i'm not that good in writing.hehe. but this one thing i am consistently have passion in it.indeed there sometimes i slipped away.not updating my baby blog for about 2 weeks! at the very beginning, i was finding what my signature writing would be. what should i write about. furthermore, how exposed can i be? to what extent i can unveil my thougts. cos blogging is form of self expression. when you express yourself, there's tendency of your privacy being violated.(bajet semua orang baca blog lak!haha). i'm also concern bout who might be my lucky readers* grin*. i'm so anxious if my close ones read my blog.haha. there's adrenaline rush. i prefer being secret writer.then who i address my blog to? so that's why my roomie attempt to put my blog link in YM. but slowly i learn to be open bout it.everyone is more than welcomed to read my humble princess diaries. i really hope you gain something from it.the good ones of course!everyone has their own melody, come on write your song babeh!



p/s: honesty can reach heart.hope i could reach yours:)

chapter 2: embark on motherhood

3rd week of my summer love

we went to the Zoo Melaka.three of us.me, adik and little Danish.obviously the zoo treat is none other for him! don't worry i'm not gonna to blabbing bout zoo experience. but i am so touched by the fact that there are parents taking an off-day to spend quality time at zoo:0 making their kids leap happily. danish didn't have a complain at all. he was like really into the visit. when are we going to see elephant? when are we going to see tiger? haha.making the aunts sweats off fat.lol. did'nt i just mentioned that i'm not gonna blabbing on zoo experience? pardon me.we headed to Melaka Mall afterwards. for the sake of converting ringgit into rupiah.Aku akan jadi jutawan pantas!haha.
while waiting for the person in-charge of money changer, i bumped into my ex-classmate.we haven't seen each other for about 9 years.phew. she was like in disbelief when seeing me.
i put on weight. that could be the most reliable theory.

'ni anak kau ke? she was referring to Danish.
i gave her finger. not the middle one.next to it. meaning still no ring stuck on my finger.

before we bid goodbye, she murmured: kawen jemput aku.

of course! i will.not only you.but all of our ex-classmates:p insyaAllah.

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim,

It is not permitted to the Sun to catch up the Moon, nor can the Night outstrip the Day: Each (just) swims along in (its own) orbit (according to Law).

(36: 40)

everything goes in order.you meet someone right for you.you know the rest of story:)

p/s: sunnatullah.that's the key.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

chapter 1: model scout

1st week of my summer love:


thursday is pasar tani day. my grandma would be the happiest in my house. as my sister always mentioned: going to pasar tani is like going for shopping spree. woman and shopping can't be separated after all:p. my sis would be the driver of the day. to put it more nicely, my granny's companion for going to the market. that's why she's an expert of the fish.just name it, she knows all existed species of fish!haha. for the sake of 'fish' reason, i was forced to go to the market today.

'kakak ikutlah nenek ke pasar, kenal sikit ikan' uttered my mom. that sounds pretty educational.i'm buying with the idea.

the three of us hit the pasar tani. then we stopped by at tis stall,selling seafoods. i was like kids learning their ABC's. i can tell you now how to differentiate tenggiri and ikan parang. ehem. out of no where, there was a guy approaching us.

unknown: assalamualaikum. maaf mengganggu. saya lihat cik ni ada potensi untuk.....

gasp. potential to be a model? i always read the stories behind the successful supermodels. they normally been scouted by the modelling agent.

continued:

unknown: potensi untuk berjaya.

he reached out for his business card. honestly, i keep it.who knows i might need the job in future.hehe.

what intrigued me the most is that the capability of seeing potential. please ignore the the model part.i always in the laidback mode which is sometimes unnecessary. i shouldn't just sit back when i potentially can shine. shining brightly.

reach your dreams.may you become the brightest you can be. at the utmost you can be.

p/s: i went to the workshop for servicing my sis's viva. amazed by how dedicated the mechanics are.FYI, i'm not checking them out or whatsoever.heh.

Monday, November 30, 2009

cinta memungkinkan segala





i kinda agree with tis.


p/s: ku percaya ada cinta by siti nurhaliza

Friday, November 27, 2009

what makes a song is a song

2 years consecutively celebrating eid adha at Tampin, call me lucky please.

friend: are you a family type?

it's up to your definition of 'family type'. it has broad spectrum of definition.like beauty lies in the eyes of beholder. you might define beauty with pointed nose, fair skin or being skinny.it is relative and subjective.

please appreciate what we have today. it's the key to happiness. i'm still learning bout it too.it ain't easy. ungrateful and hard to be pleased are common occurrence. complaining and jealousy are human nature. despite those, it is possible.

pakngah: kakak, sejak akhir-akhir ni,

monologue: i gain weight.it's obvious i know.

pakngah: kakak makin kurus.

auw, that makes you my favorite pakcik, pakngah. haha.

p/s: just realize that my nenek never fails to make us burst into laughter. her jokes i mean.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

hot and cold

it was scorching in Melbourne since last week. it was like really hot. u'll get sweating even while having your meal. unlike jogging during winter. heh. and luckily it's exam week.it means that i don't have to be outside. i make myself grounded for this pass few days. the scorching days are so unusual when comparing to the last November. there must be tweets or FB status related to this 'hotness'. but this is not the case during winter. it was freezing cold, no doubt. i do not restrained myself from going out that time. it's not a big deal.cause somehow i'm feeling the coldness won't hurt me as much as the scorching days. it feels like i'm gonna be okay. i can survive the coldness if i'm putting more gpieces of clothes. how to survive scorching days? whatever it is, hopefully we dress according to what we are.


girl: OMG.our boys might having difficulties in lowering their gaze during this summer. this summer is hot.but the girls getting hotter.

then 2 topless guys passing by. girls gotta lower their gaze too:p

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

all about SWOT vac

1. this is officially the 1st week of SWOT VAC for tis sem
2. at 4th sem that i only know what's SWOT VAC stands for.it's study without teaching vacation.how's flattering is that. i used to think tis acronym stands for Strength, Weaknesses, Opportunity and Threat. 1 week wouldn't be enough for that.
3. i would love if the SWOT VAC being extended for 2 weeks
4. there is high susceptibility of weight gain. been starving all the time.6x meals a must.owh, missing those times at MRSM. Dewan Selera to be exact.
5. just realize the fact that it's the first time of proper revision in the sem.for most of the subjects.
6.been grateful that 'give up' never cross her mind.
7. wanna wish my readers best of luck for the coming exams.it's not bout what's waiting on the other side, it's the climb:)



Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim,

1.Proclaim! (or read!) in the name of thy Lord and Cherisher, Who created-

2. Created man, out of a (mere) clot of congealed blood:

3. Proclaim! And thy Lord is Most Bountiful,-

4. He Who taught (the use of) the pen,-

5. Taught man that which he knew not. (al-'Alaq, 1-5)