Tuesday, September 29, 2009

aku muzik dan kamu

Pemain Cinta - Ada Band

Tak habis pikir ku jadinya
Kau bisa membuatku cinta padamu
Meskipun tlah berulang kali
Kau begitu asyik mendua
Sudah cukup saja, sikapi kegilaanmu
Sebelum sukmaku, kau cabik dan perih

Reff :
Wahai dirimu pemain cinta
Penikmat nafsu dunia
Walau dirimu begitu indah
Maaf kau tak pantas bagiku
Direlung kalbu yang terdalam
Getaran asmara masih tersisa
Memang dalam bermain cinta
Kadang kau terlihat sempurna
Eloknya parasmu rabunkan mata batinku
Ku harus berpaling meski kau memohon

Bridge :
Apa yang kau dambakan
Dalam duniamu yang sungguh palsu
Terpikirkah olehmu
Untuk dapatkan cinta yang sejati

Saturday, September 26, 2009

i'm so over you

letting go and get over with something are hard to do. i'm always thinking that i'm good in those things. unfortunately, i am not. i have tendency to forget bout things instead of getting over them.i mean all bitter things here. things that you wish being vanished.
then i remembered one instance when i was 14 i guess.we're out to play bowling. it was family outing. i was unsuccessful in attempt to knock down even a single pin.i ended up crying.seriously.that was so pathetic.i became reluctant to try again. there were great supporters of mine yet i was still in doubt. after the game, we dropped by a souvenir shop nearby. surprisingly, my mum bought me something.it's a fridge magnet. written on it: ' when faced with a challenge, look for a way, not a way out'. i think it shouldn't be stick on the fridge.instead stick on my mind.

p/s: i'm online even it's already asar. then there's a hadeeth on tv 3 saying bout people who procrastinating their solat. that's a worthy reminder. dear Allah, u're so Merciful. i better get going now.

Friday, September 25, 2009

i dont wanna miss a thing

laughing and reminiscing all day.we even got our duit raya.btw, we're primary school buddy. 12 years of friendship:) home is home after all.

i am so grateful for being right here at tis moment. celebrating raya at hometown is such perfection.i need to admit. being able to see faces of your loved ones.that feeling is beyond description.families, friends or even strangers, they all here.

i'll be missing takbir tampin's version. i grew up listening to tis version.hehe. maybe celebrating raya at Melbourne next year will be a blast? i do have curiosity about the feeling of rayaing at oversea.that's so metaphor. hopefully i'm not crying like a baby on the 1st raya.wish me luck peeps:p

Tuesday, September 22, 2009


i bumped into Natasha Hudson. she was in the same flight ( Kota Bharu to KLIA). and of course i'm on economy class.
she wore no make up, she still look good though.she's super slim.
what a small world
and now i'm googling bout her. she's writing on blog too. she has quite impressive and reflective thought. i'm amazed.

p/s: trying not to judge roses by their smells,

Friday, September 18, 2009

of sambal tempoyak

having sambal tempoyak, sambal ikan sembilang, masak lemak, sushi king 4 breaking fast

btw, i'm home:)

Monday, September 14, 2009

with love :)

2009 Ramadhan nearly to the end. it's less than a week. how time flies. there were countless iftar invitations and countable times that i really cooked for meal. thanks for all the free iftars;0
what i like bout tis Ramadhan is being able to catch up with my dearies. even it's just sharing a plate of food, it feels we're getting closer someway. unless u're finishing the food, i don't think it works out.haha. lab classes are one of the prominent event. redo the experiments during tis Holy month is all bout patience. being patience even though u screwed up and letting yourself down. every cloud has a silver lining, Waheeda. that what makes my Ramadhan even more special. opportunity for learning life lessons.thank You for that.for everything, the fact that i'll be going back home for Raya..that's perfected my Ramadhan experience. what else can i wish for:)

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and Merciful,
O you who believe! Fasting is prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, that you may acquire Taqwa. (al Baqarah: 183)

Abu Dhar Jundub bin Junadah and Abu Abdul Rahman Mu’adh bin Jabal, radiyallahu anhuma, reported that the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, said:

“Fear Allah wherever you may be; follow up an evil deed with a good one which will wipe (the former) out, and behave good-naturedly towards people.”

[Al-Tirmidhi relates it, saying: It is a good (hasan) Tradition. In some copies he says: It is a good and genuine (hasan and sahih) Hadith.]

Ramadhan, hope to see ya next year. perhaps with heart melting love story.


Thursday, September 10, 2009

vote for me

being qualified to vote is significant event once u reached 21 years old. if i were asked back years ago about what it's all bout being 21? 'i can cast my vote during election' definitely would be my answer. there's election thingy going on at uni tis week. candidates from student council basically chasing out each of students. they are everywhere.except in the toilet. they will talk to you on and on so that u'l vote for them.i never being stopped by any of the candidates. not until today. i was rush to the wilson hall.yes peeps i'm gonna sit for my last mid sem test paper. then came a tall guy in red shirt.' hello miss' with very bright smile curved on his lips. he's running for education bureau position and he's from Stand Up party. metaphorically, we're barely to stand up as the wind blew hysterically. 'Dear Allah, do not let my hijab get blew or something'. 'if u want for better education, please vote for us' reminding me.

'Hi'.There u go.i'm lucky. my test would be in about 5 minutes times. ' Do you support Palestine?' she asked me.'Yup'. She unfolded her story. she's representative from Y party.she told me that X party is pro- zionism and they rule for racism. they try to stop any activities related to palestine issue awareness. whereas that's what Y party work for.They conducted for Palestin awareness campaign almost for every semester.they aim for justice and human right.i'm not sure if the claim bout X is true.hopefully it's none other than truth. i was amazed by the fact that even student council want to go against the minority. the world is getting meaner. that's the ugly truth. i changed my mind.i wanna cast my vote for university election.i wanna vote for justice.

p/s: eligible voter for malaysia 's general election too.that would be harder.

Monday, September 7, 2009

u ask for it

Monday is not my favorite day to be honest. i woke up lazily realizing i have 10 am to 5 pm class.awesomeness.

i haven't finish my report writing too.coolness. so i need to stay at library in pursuit of diligence (mengarut saja). alhamdulillah i made it. that's why i heart you library. being in library can boost your concentration somehow. u'll be paying more attention to random people passing by.nope. i mean doing your academic related stuffs.

the prac class commenced at 2 pm. i've never thought it will be the unusual one. i messed up. seriously messed up whle doing the prac. i forgot to add reagents before incubating solutions. the results derived from experiment are not making sense. forcing me and my pair to stay for 30 minutes after class. i'm seriously do not have an idea on how on earth the demonstrator is so cool whenever we messed up.

we being asked to repeat one of the experiments.cos the result was bizarre. it's like alien.
i felt like crying. it's not about we're not having the good results. i felt exhausted but i need to keep going on. i reminded myself stop being pathetic. this is just one of the rejections.there lots to come in future.especially when you're in working field.

at the end of the class,

Lecturer: Girls, this is example of bad practical habits.
Make sure you do your prac carefully next time.

And i take it as lovely and fatherly concern.and not as warning cos i might be pissed off.

p/s: if you wanna live happily, have a happy life then. the autonomy is all yours. that's the lesson that i learn.

Friday, September 4, 2009

no .i'm not hit on you

He looks aimlessly. He seems incomplete. He seems worry on something.
That's what the girl thinks.

The girl catches a glimpse on his desk. Empty. She rummages her bag.Looking for something that can be offered.

Excuse me, do you have an eraser?


Take this.I do have extra one.

Fantastic.Thank you.

She doesn't has second thought for that. She really hopes that a guy will understand that she's trying to be nice. and not being flirtatious.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009


Some people argue that abstinence it's NOT the best solution. For example, abstinence from alcohol is believed to be futile attempt to minimize the harms of alcohol.i'm not saying that.but the journal said so (what's wrong type writer?). i do believe that abstinence works best in certain conditions. like prohibition from consuming alcohol, prohibition from committing adultery. it's to keep us away from the harmful effects. it's like prohibition from using lift when there's fire onset. emergency stairs need to be used in this situation. what i want to reiterate is that in certain times, we need to do things that we need to do.not what we want to do.

p/s: the abstinence from do shopping seems to work out. big claps for me:)