Monday, August 31, 2009


6 assignments and 4 mid sem tests. i dont wanna make it sounds like whining.more to reminder for myself. but i do have complaints.that's human nature.i already sat for the 1st test this was awesome (being positive is good enough for now). honestly, this semester really makes me feel like university student. it's not like i'm wearing uniform to uni's all about being comes all the philosophy ya. i wanna being a passionate learner.that's the ultimate goal. Passion. then in the midst of busyness, i started to realize that it's about 3 weeks before going back home:) it's more than enough to make my heart leaps.

So,verily with every difficulty, there is relief
Verily, with every difficulty, there is relief.

al-Insyirah, 6-7

p/s: keep going on peeps.there's always relief comes with's an immortal promise.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Mari Mengaji

Ramadhan and Noble Quran is strongly associated.Like Upin and Ipin.Even trillions much more stronger relationship. there is no BFF that can beat them.

"The month of Ramadan is the one in which the Quran was sent down, a guidance for mankind, clear proofs for the guidance, the Criterion; so whoever amongst you witnesses this month, let him fast it.


Further, Fatimah (may Allah be pleased with her) narrated from her father (may Allah bless him and grant him peace), who told her that Jibril would rehearse the Quran with him (in Ramadan) once every year, and he did so twice in the year of his death. (Bukhari 6/485)

After all, Noble Quran is His words. Primary source, it's not being quoted.That makes Quran magnificent.

p/s: selamat membaca:)

Sunday, August 23, 2009

orang putih ke?

english is my second language. what's an obvious statement here. i never imagined that i ended up doing my degree at the country which English is the native language. i do have problems when it comes to language barrier. i always opt to keep silent. very unwise one. being able to deliver my opinions in class is an achievement. the marks doesn't matter:p i already in my 4th sem of my degree. i only have 1 same class with my 'biotech buddy' ( hopefully you are reading tis miss nazihah). i thought i would be a loner (loner can rock the world too.if you are like peyton sawyer).
thanx God, i'm not a loner. i have few new friends that i met during class. they are mostly chineses.who cares. this enforces me to communicate in English. not just 'asking queries based communication' anymore. we do have academic conversation, girls conversation and daily basis conversation. it's so metaphor when being 21 make u realize that u should practicing English, which should be realized when you are 12. whatever it is, i'm glad cos it adds color to my life. at least in future, i do not exaggerate the anxiousness to speak in English.

p/s:i am malay drama lover.nur kasih to be exact.

Friday, August 21, 2009

it's RAMADHAN people

we're already in Ramadhan month:) a blessed month and yup a month before eid...yip hooray.
my stomach making weird sounds as if it's my first time's okay then it's the first day of Ramadhan.

Ramadhan alert:

- say no to purchase idle talk
- lower your gaze waheeda, i know that's hard. it's just like turning the volume down while listening to your favorite song ever.then it's achievable.
- do not overeating, overspending. all the OVERs are dont's.
- fully utilize your Ramadhan

wishing all of you the best and blast Ramadhan ever. Hope u'll find what you wish for in tis Ramadhan:)

p/s: kalau suka cakap suka.jangan ambil kesempatan ok.loud yet truthful.double wink.

Monday, August 17, 2009

tips rambut cantik

yay. trip with house mates to Mornington was a blast.yippie. we even had our very 1st horse
riding at some place. 38 aud for 50 minutes. that's pretty affordable if u're not converting to ringgit malaysia please. adrenaline rushed in my body.anxiety strikes me. have i done the right thing. or should i wait for 50 minutes instead of riding horse? i do not mind give a helping hand to feed the horses what ever. then something popped out:

And Who has created all the pairs and has appointed for you ships and cattle on which you ride, In order that you may mount firmly on their backs, and then may remember the Favour of your Lord when you mount thereon, and say: "Glory to Him who has subjected this to us, and we could never have it (by our efforts)."

Az-Zukhruf ( 12-13)

That is dua' for riding vehicles. it's applicable for horse riding too. i feel quite relieved. the horse would be nice to me.hopefully. i ended up as last person while getting our helmets ( i do realize that my head is exquisitely large..haha).

her: it's okay to wear hijab, but you need to let your hair wont fit your helmet.

me: grin.making cute faces.

her: i used to wear hijab before.

me: making jokes. no i am not. ( it HIJAB? or hedge? or hijb?)

her honesty slammed my subconsciousness. i just wanna fantasizing a fairytale story. a princess who loves to ride and loved by horses ...haha. then comes the prince checking me out if i'm okay. enough waheeda. u might throw up sausages u had for breakfast.

i appreciated her honesty.really appreciated it. she unfolded her story throughout 50 minutes riding. thanks to Sally, i ended up as last horse rider too.i maybe missed the story if i'm not the last person.Sally might be eavesdropping too.haish gossip folk sungguh. mentang mentang kuda yg girlie ( kuda betina sounds mean.heh). i'm more to listening rather than giving responses while she unfolded her story.i do wanna say something. but i couldn't. deep down inside i hope she'll find the light. i wanna tell her and the whole world that :Allah is most compassionate.

p/s: .yearning for beach horse riding.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

when i grow up

When i grow up,

i wanna be anything that i could think of. i wanna be tv presenter, i wanna be teacher, i wanna be model, i wanna be businesswoman.the list goes on and on.

When i grow up,

i wanna marry my prince charming. i wanna have happy ending fairytale story. i wanna have big family.

Now, i want to grow up to be sincere person in everything i do. i want to grow up to be as happy as i can. i want to grow up appreciating those around me. i want to grow up understanding myself better. i want to grow up becoming a good woman.

Monday, August 10, 2009


today is Monday. i never know that most people hate Monday until i came here. that makes's the 1st day of week to kick off after spending the weekends leisurely. i'm only wishing Monday would be smooth- sailing day, a good day just like any other days. let me recap this week Monday's story. i met with 2 Chinese friends and a random Korean traveler. interesting. i met them in the same day. one of them is my ex- tute mate a year ago. one of them is my prac mate that i will be seeing for the next 12 weeks. and i'm not sure if i'll be seeing the third one in future.she's Korean traveler that asked me for direction. past,present and future:)
only the present that can be controlled. past remain in our memory. while future can only be planned and subjected to circumstances. i found one related saying:

Imam Ali RA. Ia melukiskan bahwa "saat" itu hanya ada tiga, iaitu (yang) berlalu dan tak dapat diharapkan lagi, maka jadikanlah ia sebagai pelajaran; (yang) kini pasti adanya, jadikanlah ia peluang; dan yang akan datang, tapi ingatlah, boleh jadi ia akan menjadi milik orang lain. Pegang yang pasti, jangan diperdaya oleh esok, dan jangan pula menghadirkan keresahan esok ke hari ini. Kerana, yang demikian itu hanya akan menambah beban diri. "Tahukah Anda bagaimana waktu mencuri usia manusia?" demikian seorang bijak bertanya dengan nada yang retorik. Ia menjawab, "Waktu mencurinya melalui hari esok yang melalaikannya tentang hari ini (dengan menunda), sampai usianya habis".

p/s: not so bad Monday:)

Saturday, August 8, 2009

busybody la

the new sem just started for about 2 weeks. but seriously it feels like 12 weeks. there's already assignments, homeworks etc. stop whining waheeda.PLEASE.

if u cant reach me on phone. if i don't reply ur sms. pardon me. if i'm not there when i suppose to.i'm sorry. i just get to know what's like being busy. i only used to be busybody. that kind of thing.that's my flaw.

Sekalian makhluk yang ada di langit dan di bumi sentiasa berhajat dan memohon kepadaNya. Tiap-tiap masa Ia di dalam urusan (mencipta dan mentadbirkan makhluk-makhlukNya)

(Ar Rahman: 29)

ask from Him indeed:) He never leave us even He's extremely busy.u always can reach Him.

p/s: favorite quote of the day: If u catch the sun, your shadow will follow you.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

over you

i always thought that i can get over things easily. that's not the case.
i saw the cat on my way to class. he's like Garfield. i couldn't stop myself from touching feels like ages that i haven't touch cat.

Bye bye Garfield. Tears welled in my eyes. He reminds me of someone. Someone that already gone. But life must move on. There are certain things that u cant get over them. cause they are part of you. if we get over them, how's the other part can move on? we will be incomplete.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

jangan ada benci

Do not judge people
because we might have no time to love them

Saturday, August 1, 2009

buat aku tersenyum

i was totally rejected the idea for cycling to university. i am so mesmerized by the fact that some juniors cycling to was nearly 30 minutes cycling i reckon. they look petite yet their physical strength not to be underestimated. furthermore, i never cycling on road. house's compound area, that's the only territory. i cannot imagining clumsy me on bicycle get honked by drivers. until one fine day, i got the chance to cycle.thanx 2 housemate. her old skool bicycle is irresistible. i was like the 4 years old girl got her 1st bike. they were several potential victims that day.they can tell that i'm not used to cycling. alhamdulillah, nobody gets injured.we arrived home safely that day. then 2nd time, i got the chance to cycle again. we're cycling around the park. the feeling is like when u're on merry goes around. serious talk. thus makes me contemplate to buy 2nd hand bike:)
still undecided..we will see. cycling can be listed as one of things that make me happy. how i wish every encounter can amuse you. can curve your smile. one more thing is that life is all about changes. maybe in future you'll like something that you dislike for years. we never know. just ask Him for the best. doesn't matter riding a bike or driving truck makes you happy. just ask Him. He always hear us. forever and always.

p/s: 'Kita memang tidak boleh menjadi orang lain,tapi kita boleh menjadi orang yang lebih baik'. enough said.